Wednesday, June 29, 2005
a person close to me said that some "got nothing to do" people has been saying some really overly ridiculous things about her. people will just make up stories, some are just plain idiotic and stupid. even if you lock yourself in a house for a year and when the moment you come out the whole universe will be at your doorstep. they will then say that you've been abducted by squid looking aliens and that your head was used in a new sport called squidball(corny). or that you've discovered that you're actually half bear and you went to the mountains to rediscover your lost identity.
of course people will say things about you. in the first place why would you lock up yourself in a house for a year??? anyway, the point is that people are boring and that everything you do will always be under the watchful eyes of demons and the so-called "christ-like" christians. you can never be fully free in this world unless you're dead. a reality not meant to be realized...
8:06 PM;
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Monday, June 27, 2005
there are things I really wanna say here but i cannot.. i will just say that my patience for some people is nearing its limit..
7:08 PM;
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Saturday, June 25, 2005
title:{Lacson's childishness}
by the way, yesterday in the news, while the senators was interrogating this general(i forgot the name), lacson's cellphone suddenly rang and the ringtone was the "hello garci" tone. it was just very childish for him to do that. it was planned, i think. is that all he can do??? what a shame..
9:17 PM;
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title:{politics... my future??}
im very much pissed off of the whats happening in the country, i cant even watch news on TV. makes me mad everytime i see 'the killer' panfilo lacson, 'the old and the cobwebbed mind' of pimentel, 'please put your husband to rest' sussan roces, the 'what can you do for the country' armida, rez cortez and other actors(who by the way are just acting). all i hear are politicians babbling about how concern they are about the fate of the philippines. concern my ass!!! if they are really concern then they should stop giving people something to worry about cause the philippines has been damned since magellan came to this very unlucky island. i dont know if the the gloria cd is true but i think she did cheat to ensure her win. if she loosed then the philippines will be in the hands of panday and all his minions. he might have good intentions but its not enough. who will guide him?? the shame of the estradas?? the veteran actors? whom did nothing impressive.
i think all these are just plots of jealous politicians.. the root here is the estradas.. the fatness of erap has clogged his brain. it was his fault why he was shamefully ousted. he mistook running a country for making movies. lucky for him and gloria did not have him electrecuted, for he deserves it. worthless!!! and these poor people who are just blinded by lies and deception. although its their right to voice out their opinions but some voices are just not meant to be heard. people!!! the war is over, marcos is dead, its time to stop fighting and time to come together.
reading this post makes me want to be a politician. its so weird coz i cant even sleep thinking abuot these things. actually im looking for an activists org. there's not one in my school. i should just stop thinking about these things..
8:23 PM;
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Shifting Sand
by Caedmon's Call
Sometimes I believe all the lies
So I can do the things I should despise
And every day I am swayed
By whatever is on my mind
I hear it all depends on my faith
So I'm feeling precarious
The only problem I have with these mysteries
Is they're so mysterious
And like a consumer I've been thinking
If I could just get a bit more
More than my 15 minutes of faith,
Then I'd be secure
(Chorus)
My faith is like shifting sand
Changed by every wave
My faith is like shifting sand
So I stand on grace
I've begged you for some proof
For my Thomas eyes to see
A slithering staff, a leperous hand
And lions resting lazily
A glimpse of your back-side glory
And this soaked altar going ablaze
But you know I've seen so much
I explained it away
Chorus
Waters rose as my doubts reigned
My sand-castle faith, it slipped away
Found myself standing on your grace
It'd been there all the time
(Chorus repeated)
Stand on grace
***i got this idea of posting song lyrics from mariah's #1 fan, Mariah Grace***
7:47 PM;
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005
title:{math+bad teacher=nightmare}
my math teacher doesnt kow the distinction between a math class and an english class. its quite hard for me to concentrate because he goes off to other unrelated and useless topics like how to correctly pronounce "laptop".. he said it should be "laeyptaep" and not "laptop" as is.. whats the use of bragging about an award for being an outstanding teacher if you cant even decide which subject you're going to teach, whether english or math?
my other math teacher just writes his lessons on the board, reads it and its done.. no clear explanation of what the symbols mean.. he just goes on and on and on.. today he asked me whats the meaning of the infinity symbol and i have no answer to give him. it was quite embarassing actually.. now i have to work 4x harder than i like to realy understand it..
8:39 PM;
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Saturday, June 18, 2005
actually, i donts have. just that idealism is a good thing but not too much..
8:12 PM;
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