some people i know said to me that they never question GOD not even once in their lives, well good for them but my case is different, i agree with u, ive been so called a spiritual person who does believe in our Maker, but human as i am i have to admit that once in awhile i do question Him or blame Him. there are just issues in my life that seems difficult to understand, i tried harder but things doesnt usually happened the way it should be even if i ask Him for guidance everyday of my life, My relationship with God is full of honesty and trust and i felt that sometimes He let me down, i cant reach Him no matter how i tried calling Him at the top of my lungs. "Lord is this a one way relationship?" i asked. "i thought u promised me that ur always be here for me, why u left me alone?" Childish isnt it? but no matter how i tried throwing these words up to Him, i cant live knowing that there is no God. i dont know why but i keep on coming back to Him. no matter how things fall apart, i belong to Him. my relationship with Him may not be ideal but it is so strong and very alive. He owns the whole me and in every blessing He bestowed upon me, i acknowleged it with my whole heart and soul. challenging yes but that what keeps me alive.
 

hello.. please proofread the blogs before posting.. hehehe - tony